i really fucked up

Category: Life

there once was a girl who didn't have much. she had aspirations but no family's touch. out in the world she dared to go, but she had not the support or experience to know. beyond the hills was a hiding place, it whispered sweet lies right to her face. she saw it as a beautiful escape and ventured towards this lovely estate. inside there were no walls and as the girl looked around she found an old box right on the ground. her fingers grasped the splintering lid and then lifted the weight to see what the box hid. before she could gasp or catch her scream, she saw her worst nightmarish dream. in the box, silent, serene, lay not gold or wine or any nice thing. the girl stared down and staring right back were two haunting eyes clouded and black. seeing herself dead and decaying in a coffin in a house where evil things were playing, she bolted in fear to find the door only to find one box more. she looked back at the other, lid still ajar, and wondered how she got in this graveyard. still she must know what lies in the second, she bit her fear as her nightmare beckoned. this box was smaller and in the wood were engravings of flowers and toys and children playing. surely this couldn't be as bad as the first, but when she opened the lid her terror got worse. the child that lay in this mini casing was also herself the girl was facing. younger and fragile, it seemed almost alive. the girl fell back and started to cry. she began to remember where she went wrong, her whole life was such a sad song. running now away from this place, the girl got lost in a graveyard maze. how was she supposed to know that all those grave stones were her own? those who knew her might have said, she messed up allot, and now she's dead. if you listen really good, you can sometimes hear that girl running through the wood. away from the horror that she saw; away from her life and away from it all.

sad song

if you try too hard
and you know your not gonna make it
if you cry all day cause you know
theres no other way
im telling you now youve got to look
up to the sky and perservere!
im telling you how youve got to try
to hold on for another year
this is what we live for
its why we're beautiful
this is what we die to protect
we cant fight it anymore
and im telling you now youve got to see
that this is us in make believe
and im telling you how to pass the test
cause ive failed...a thousand times
if you die every day cause you know
no ones leaning on you
and if you lie to forget
the pain they put you through
im telling you now ive been there too
just a different name, but the same old tune
and im telling you how, how to forget
is to remember all of it!

aw how sweet!!

there once was a princess who lived in a shoe.she had so many heartaches she didn't know what to do.so she ran away to go live alone,on an island where nobody would know.she dug herself a hole and built a big house,using boughs for chairs and tears for a couch.once she ventured out into the brush, and found a man whos name was dutch.he told her stories of far away lands,of far away oceans and golden sands.he told her that life would be better one day and kissed her hand the proper way.she smiled to him and he took her home, and for the first time she wasn't alone.very soon they became close friends,inseperable,love with no end. he gave her a ring and she gave him her tears,he dried them up and promised her years.she showed him her heart that was crumpled up,he showed her his that was torn and cut.together they took their hearts apart, and traded pieces and cut out parts. they stuck and glued and tied and sewed,to make one big heart they both could own.